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Rakurai Stryker









Standing on a balcony

Staring at the starry skies

There is a great pain in my heart.



I am deeply Wounded

Unable to stop shaking



Too many emotions

I am looking for someone to blame

Always together, Ael and I would have been

I didn't tell her that day before her death

We still had a long road ahead.

I missed many oppertunties to tell

her how much I love her.



Bits of songs and broken drums

Is all that I can recall

Ael Grene speak to me

only in my dreams, rare moments

of bliss and happiness

In such times, I see her laughing.



The fact remains, Everything

that really mattered to me died

Reality is just cruel. Is is just

me, or is a world going out

its way to punish everyone?



The death of my mentor

Left part of my soul dead

We fought side by side

We are bloody damn good

I thought I would always be

by her side.



This amount of anger

is a new experience for me.



Pain, sorrow, anguish is

what I was used to feeling,

not true rage.



Ashen face, amber eyes,

Killer thoughts, well disguised.

Chilling smile shows through despair.



My body Lean now

Starved by choice

My Icy skin, starved of touch



Bleeding eyes

bleeding veins

Bleeding heart.



Blood that's spilled

Blood that’s warm

Seen as wrong, but it's all mine,

A life that'll end another time



Maybe in each other arms

Ael and I

if only weren't so scared

to tell each other how we felt

Hopelessly in love



If we were togther

Then maybe you never would have died.

But this is reality

We were torn apart.



My mentor and love was

Taken from me and I would

Never know if she really loved me.



The pain in my heart

Sorrow for chances lost

Because of my anger will never fade.

Alice Brangwin











Here lies

Sakura and Jubilation Brangwin

Beloved Sisters, Wonderful Daughters

April 20, 2356 - August 19, 2372

"They died before they ever truly lived."



Alice was just a teenager

Whose gentle spirit was shredded

by the death of her sisters

Jubilation and Sakura.



For Alice

the loss was unthinkable and impossible

In the life of any child

it could destroy the Light of one's Being.

Shattered her into a broken

floodgate of tears.



Where once before were a teenager

with wide green pupils of naïveté and happiness

was now replaced by hatred burning in her heart.



There is a place for anger

things we won’t forgive

and I know it’s not enough

to face your shame,

with words "you’ll never live"



They are all gone, helpless children

Destroyed by the Dominion and Cardassians



I ask you, "Can we ease the pain of those who we lost ?"



She feels herself drowning in sorrow

This pain is too much for her.